this was sort of forgotten.
life has been good bad and back to great again.
the simplest things really do make a difference.

...this new DevArt is confusing the heck out of me .
and yes I take a lot of photos.
and no I dont like to be a camwhore.
But i felt like I had to post something.
So I did.
And yes I turned 18 recently.
And tis was all good.
And now I'm legal.
This is fun.
it makes you think I posted a long ass entry.
But i didnt.
So you are reading.
Or maybe you aren't.
and you are thinking.
Or maybe not,
WOW she must be bored.
I'm not.
I'm just hyper.
Yeah Excedrin does that to you.
Fin.
;glomp:

..i dont know, i think i might be >->, i miss playing around with photos so, there is a chance of me doing this again..maybe, possibly, probably..ooh the possibilities.
yes finally no more long ass journal entry

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? white and green

2. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? homework

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? wasting some time

4. Honestly, what did you do today? i woke up a few hours ago

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? No

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? No

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? No

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? No

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? Friends driving and music

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? not anymore

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? Bored.

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? no

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? No.

15. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? No.

16. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? no one

17. Honestly, are you loyal? yes

18. Honestly, are you in denial? no

19. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? right now? no

21. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol? yes

22. Honestly, do you like someone? everyone XD

23. Honestly, does anyone like you? yes

24. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? dunno

25. Honestly, do you smoke weed? No

26. Honestly, do you smoke cigarettes? yes

27. Honestly, do you do any other drugs? well yeah

28. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? Yep.


Taken a picture naked?
No

Made out with a member of the same sex?
No

Danced in front of your mirror?
yes

Told a lie?
Yes

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yeah

Been in a fist fight?
No

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes

Been arrested?
No

Left your house without telling your parents?
Yes

Ditched school to do something more fun?
yes

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
Yes

Seen someone die?
No

Kissed a picture?
Yes

Slept in until 3?
yes

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes

Played dress up?
Yes

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yes

Felt an earthquake?
Yes

Touched a snake?
no

Ran a red light?
yes

Had detention?
Yes

Been in a car accident?
No.

Pole danced?
no

Been lost?
YES

Sang karaoke?
no

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
All the time.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
yes

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
no

Kissed in the rain?
yes

Sang in the shower?
Yes

Got your tongue stuck to a pole?
No.

Ever gone to school partially naked?
No

Sat on a roof top?
Yes

Played chicken?
Yes

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Yeah, more than once.

Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yes

Broken a bone?
no

Mooned/flashed someone?
flashed

Forgotten someone's name?
Yes

Slept naked?
no

Blacked out from drinking?
No

Played a prank on someone?
yes

Felt like killing someone?
Yes.

Made a parent cry?
Yeah

Cried over someone?
Yeah

Had sex more than 5 times in one day?
No

Had/Have a dog?
no

Been in a band?
No

Drank 25 sodas in a day?
No

Shot a gun?
no

101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically?
orgasmic

102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most.

A. all

B. of

C. my friends

D. mom

E. siblings


103. How many movies have you gone to see this month?
a lot

104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for?
I wish my dad would accept things the way they are
I wish everyone around me could be happy
I wish my mom whatever she wants most.

105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense?
sleep,drive,sleep,listen to music,talk to friends,BREATHE

106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car?
hahaha not sure

107. Have you ever killed an animal?
yes but it wasnt on purpose it was all accidental i swear

108. Have you ever lost someone close to you?
yes

109. What do you think of cloning?
Human cloning - no.
Extinct animal cloning - yes.
Organ cloning - yes.

110. Do you read or watch TV more often?
read

111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety?
depends

112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive?
i really dont care...its none of my business, its the governments and every other douche bag

113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body?
yes

114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV?
yes

115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes?
No

116. Have you ever won a contest or competition?
yeah

117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (check out this link if you don't know who he is. Also please note me if you notice the link is broken [link] ?
No....?

118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living?
my grandfather was a lawyer i think and my gran was a housewife

119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history?
well my whole dads family IS a mystery

120. Is there anyone you trust completely?
juan pablo,rebecca my mom but not as much

121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye?
gran

122. How do you feel about women in politics?
dont care about politics

123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool?
jacuzzi

124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own?
psychology,fashion,human anatomy,forensics,science,chemistry,history,art

125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent?
Sure.

126. Would you consider yourself to be wise?
i suppose i am wise but its only through the experiences and events that occur that we achieve wisdom, and i havent experienced a lot of things so im not any more or any less wiser than anyone else? pff blabla

127. Have you ever given or received a lap dance?
yes

128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person?
yes

129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring?
i am in like 2 weeks (;

130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you?
No, never.

131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?

A: Nothing to kill or die for... NO.

B: Late comings with the late comin' stretcher... NO.

C: I could make a film and make you my star... NO.

132. Were you ever with someone while they died?
no..i wouldnt want to be

133. Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star?
rock star..to hell with politics

134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote?
yes

135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail?
yes

136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now?
dont know of any interesting concerts

137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you've ever seen?
aladdin/lady and the tramp/beauty and the beast

138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving?
arctic monkeys oh yeah babe!

139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished?
airplane

140. What could a member of the opposite sex do to impress you?
say something intelligent,be spontanious,share the same interests as me

141. About how many emails do you get a day?
a couuuuuuuuuuuuuple XD

How many of those emails are junk mail?
1%

How many of them are forwards?
0

142. What's your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site?
devart, umm livejournal thats about it

143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain ([link]) killed himself or was it a conspiracy?
killed himself

144. Have you ever though about hitchhiking across the country?
Yes.

145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip?
a complete random person

146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold, charming, dependable
Charming

147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time?
i dont want marriage

148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them?
yes

149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out?
davinci code

150. What is your quest?
to experience and enjoy life at its fullest, to find and fulfill my purpose in life, to be the best that i cna be,to be happy and grateful for all that surrounds me, and to fully appreciate life..oh yeah..and travel specially to japan <3

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?
four year old screaming, its not the screams that are annoying its the rythm of the screams lmao

152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?
i think they are interesting and we have the choice to beleive in them or not but i dont know really, i dont care about them right now

153. Who are you the most jealous of?
no one

154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?
with friends being annoying or driving on a cold empty street in the morning, or just with a hot cup of french vanilla coffee *_*

155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?
yees

156. Who thinks that you are offensive?
people that dont know me

157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?
psychology? art,drawing,computers,graphic design,creative writing,english,literature?

158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?
yes

159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific mystical maybe
-------

160. Do you get offended easily?
not anymore

161. Would you still love and stay with your signifigant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed?
lmao hahaha yeah

162. Do you believe in fate or free will?
yes

163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?
No.

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?
life can change if people are willing to take the chance and risks to change it

165. What changes are you afraid of?
none

166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?
nocturnal

167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?
whatever you say i am its what im not

168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?
office...office space lol

169. What's the coolest job you ever had?
never really had one

170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?
my future

171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?
yes

172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?
i would make my father SPEAK HIS FUCKING MIND

173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?
leo.leader,strong,confident i dont know what else

174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?
no

175. Are you in constant fear of death?
No.

176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?
No.

177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen?
dont care

178. Are you a fan of any comic books?
mangas..NANA

179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?
seven

180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?
like i havent showered XP

181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?
experiences,life,ups and downs

182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from?
a toy store ...and that belief was strengthened after watching mannequin ._____. so it wasnt until like 3rd grade that i realized you couldnt buy babies at a dept. store

183. What is your favorite band?
many

184. What's the best cheesy 80's song?
spin me round

185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date?
movies that make you think

186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?
middle

187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?
yes

188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?
Voulenteer work.

189. Candles or strobe lights?
Candles.

190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?
i think they just left a LOT of the books while making the movie but i like them anyway <3

191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?
Friend.

192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?
natural

193. What do you really want to buy?
nothing really O.o

194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?
tunnels

195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?
house of spirits?

196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'?
I don't give two shits.

197. In what sense are you a minority?
Hm. Not sure.

198. Are you anti social?
No

199. Do you photograph well?
Sometimes.

200. Do you think that human beings would survive through a nuclear winter?
no way XD

Directions: Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP/whatever on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud (or not), and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING. Sadly.

1. How does the world see you?
"century child"

2. Will I have a happy life?
"we were electrocute"

3. What do my friends think of me?
"starfuckers inc"

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
"Yblack death"

5. How can I make myself happy?
"transylvanian concubine"

6. What should I do with my life?
"mystery"

7. Will I ever have children?
"this protector"

8. What is some good advice for me?
"invite to immorality"

9. How will I be remembered?
"man that you fear"

10. What's my signature dancing song?
"House of shame"

11. What's my current theme song?
"rink"

12. What do others think is my current theme song?
"werewolf"

13. What shall they play at my funeral?
"Don't look back into the sun"

14. What type of men do I like?
"Punker"-lmao not really...indochine's fault

15. How's my love life?
"forever for her(is over for me)"lmfao

16. To sum it all up:
"passive agressive"